July 4 in 2009 was the day I decided to start this website. I'm not back to my top weight but I'm up there again. I had an egg sandwich this morning--a little hung over. My mother is trying to come visit and is criticizing my brother. I'm waiting for her call to tell her not to come.
I'm behind on everything and under siege. I'm going to sail through a bit and see what happens. I'm going to not panic, not despair. Her rage at the world, her sense of regret and despair, are the results of her own actions. Maybe I'll let her come up, maybe I won't.
| Food | Qty | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Bread, Whole Wheat, 1 slice | 2 | 180 |
| Cheddar, 1 c. | 0.1 | 53 |
| Egg, large | 2 | 180 |
| Total | 413 |