i had a nice dinner out with friends and it turned out to be a tasting menu place. nothing too huge or insane but for god's sake. i don't know, i honestly don't know, how to handle it, how to just go out and be in the world and have this compulsion. i can't figure out the delta between where i am at and where i need to be and it doesn't help when someone loves squidink risotto in front of you
| Food | Qty | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| 1000-calorie unit of despair | 2 | 2000 |
| Total | 2000 |