I have a large and lumpy chin. I need to take photographs. I am not enthused about teaching tonight. I am seeking some sort of relief from dealing. I have one task--an hour task--that I have to do now that I've been putting off for two weeks. What benefit does that confer, the putting-off? I think it keeps me from dealing with other things that I should deal with, that are more complex and exhausting. I find the simple, stupid, usually final tasks and delay them so that my brain won't need to fill up on the new stuff. This is a colossal waste of time and energy due to the fact that I am passive-aggressive and find it hard to say "no" or "pay me more" to people.
| Food | Qty | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Cereal, Flaxen, 3/4 c. | 1.3 | 147 |
| Coffee, black, 1 oz. | 12 | 0 |
| Milk, 1 percent, 1 c. | 120 | |
| Total | 267 |